Misery
61My heart is in turmoil My mind in chaos I have become restless. I seek to understand But I'm suppose to trust In the pit of my soul Lies a chest covered in black I fear for it's light And so I bury it deep yonder From my lips I speak Of an eloquent facade I run after knowledge To equip and entertain Warm tears reminds me Of the chest deep within I wipe it away And go on with my day I must forget its existence To protect myself I vow never again To love and be vulnerable.
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I hope I will find the courage again. But I hope it won't come until I am ready. thanks mike! I missed you. :)
Sheena, I know how it feels to swear off of love and trust. Sometimes it is needed to keep ourselves together.
You will get what you want Sheena, you're too god not to
You will get what you want Sheena, you're too good not to
Sheena you have been sorely missed here! Excellent Hub!
Wonderful poem....I didn't look for love and it finally found me at 33. It will find you...smile. Thanks. :)
It will come dear Sheena, this too will pass. trust me, we all have been there, ((((HUGS))))
sheena, you deserved a better guy, such as pest. You're fellow hubbers are here listening and encouraging you to stay strong. So there's no need to stay in the dark.
Tom, I envy you, dawg.
Thanks May! sheena you should listen to your friends!!! :)
May, why you envious, you've found me. hehe
Oh guys! you're making me love hubpages all the more. I LOVE YOU, FFB hubbers! thank you very much.
Pest, could it be you all along?
oh Sheena, I love this one. I also think your picture is so darling...I think if we stick around the Hub pages long enough, we will become well equipped not to be a fool of love again.
I agree. Pest is the best. The poem is good, too
Am I dead, yet? :) thanks very much, I'm glad a poet like you likes it. :)
Tom :) I'm blushing now! Pest is a darling! thanks Tom.
Mike up at the top is right. You gotta make the vow to trust and love. That being said, you're very wise to hold off doing anything until you're ready. "Above all else guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life." It sounds like you're in guarding your heart mode. I'm sure things will turn out for good in the end. You're definitely someone worthy of being loved. Thanks for sharing your poem.
I also heard that the heart is the most deceitful of all. I'd like to get to know it better, understand...if I could. I know it is unfathomable but to know it just a little and to trust His promise of giving wisdom to those who ask and seek will definetely save me some tears in the future. :) You're my Angel. Thanks Benj.
Sheena! Hugs to you! You will be just fine. You could do like me...don't try to understand a thing then move in with your momma in a sub human residence and life. Without any expectations life in general or of myself...I am free! LOL! The best advice that I can give to you is ...DO NOT take my advice!
LOL. Pest you're half crazy. hahaha. You're still a darling. Read the comments, we think you are the one to make my day. Well, you just did! thanks very much!
..... I don't know what to say but as I've always implied POSITIVE thinking comes with POSITIVE mind. Be positive and see beyond the struggle of what lies ahead..... afterall God won't give us a fight that we can't win. Cheers! Be Happy!
hehehe. It's hot in Phil now. Can I just go to Ireland and cool myself to your nice weather? I think that would be more fun, far more interesting to venture into a new world and meet you in person.
The heart would seem as if it were almost intractible but in fact it knows the utmost of every thing about you. My belief is that you can trust the heart because it is a reliable and trustworthy guide.
Mike the salesman 3 years ago
beautiful writing! But you must vow TO love and trust again, angel!